twilight

I’m traveling through dreams.
I’m numb. My sense of reality has diminished away.
Maybe I’m in pain. Everything around me has been blurred off.
They are colors as i see them. Fuzzy and mixed into each other.
Its a big blue triangle to my left with floating burs in boundaries
but i can't see to my right. Its all grey there.What bothers me is
a kaleidoscope of red and yellow and white trapeziums-right in front of me
-rotating like a child's play. But I'm inside this vague box.its all so colorful,
but i have my blind spots and I'm bound inside it all.I can't see beyond.
I’m trapped in space .inside a cage but no where.I’m alone. I am screaming and crying.
and i doubt if there is anyone who canhear me while I’m here.
will i ever get out of this ?I’m missing my people. they would never
have let me be trapped like this.Where are they?
The kaleidoscope keeps rotating, the blue triangle stays .I'm left cozy in these bounds,
all by myself.They've left me somehow. Forgot that I was here.
Someone must take me out of this.
My resistance is getting weaker.I feel empty inside.
I need you to take me out.Or I want to sleep forever never to wake up again.
But I can't bear to see this kaleidoscope.I'm on my knees.
No, I can't see it anymore.
But the blue triangle remains where it was.